writing – bughouse poems and art

December 19, 2022

What does Full Circle Mean?

A riddle about a figure of eight knot, and a painting called Contempt’s Arrival.

painting, writing

boy became a man, Christian, contempt, demon, Golgotha, humanity, riddle
December 5, 2022

If empathy grabs me…

… for every fool, then I am, most perfectly, a fool.

writing

Christian, humanity, riddle
December 3, 2022

♡ His Submarine ♡

♡ His Submarine ♡ at the bottom of the Trench — where the man inhales —will his corpse become a stench when his air flow fails?

drawing, writing

drawing, ocean, poem, riddle
February 2, 2022

Free Portrait Photography e-Book

Download my 49-page Portrait Photography e-book for free in PDF format!

writing
September 15, 2021

IT’S A NEW DAY

Today, a gift from God, I’ve put a stake in the ground. Today, a gift from God, I’ve covered the nakedness of my broken little boy. I will see his pretty face, while his shame and suffering are clothed in Christ’s righteousness.

writing

child sexual abuse, Christian
July 7, 2021

To Warm a Galaxy

Honey-colored heaps hide under cotton. Empty triangles fall up. Sunrise fades to a glassy voice piercing cold air, until warm toes wink into the void. I’m so happy that Dave found my blue notebook from Dec/Jan psyc ward. I found this poem dated 23 December 2020.

writing

poem
July 7, 2021

Stars in the Morning

Twilight stars bright! In the morning, Shall they be gone? I have hope Morning of stars! This time they shall stay.

writing

Christian, poem
January 1, 2021

blue box

two bare feet / drown in mud pie floating underneath / goldfish glisten by

drawing, writing

children, digital painting, drawing, poem
December 27, 2020

Cradle

Please note, I was in the psyc ward with mania when I penciled this and wrote this poem. It still means something to me, but please interpret it as an art communication when I’m not doing well. I rarely create art any other time– too depressed and/or unmotivated. he climbs to the attic / he […]

drawing, writing

children, drawing, poem
February 6, 2019

Seven of Nine’s Lament

Now do it again With your mess hall games

writing

bipolar disorder, child sexual abuse, poem
March 8, 2018

madness

speeding racing healing waiting kneeling praying sea is raging given purpose but still nervous vision circus with alertness

writing

poem
February 24, 2018

rubber room

why aren’t you answering daddy? why is the policeman gone?

writing

bipolar disorder, child sexual abuse, poem
February 18, 2018

fiery little girl

She is afraid of the globe But the globe is afraid of her And she hasn’t a companion to answer her riddle as she sheds tears upstream over sovereignty and reality

writing

poem
December 17, 2017

A boy I once held

Death has a smell Like ungodliness filled my tent Simon so slimy Pale Blue Frozen here with me forever Rising always leaving never Photograph I love you so Rotten pee and fuck sweat woe White Now I really have a lover I am never lonely never Side by side in a sticker book Somewhere I […]

writing
November 20, 2017

Breathing

big plane crashedhead fell off my neckSky got bigdark came with the wreck

drawing, writing
November 14, 2017

Suicide

Bored is gay for lonely Lonely love is heavy It has to be Lonely love is heavy Bored is bored of lonely It has to be Lonely sleep is restful Bored is kut by lonely It has to be

writing
November 10, 2017

The kreek

I’ve kollapsed into my childhood Where I’ve always been.

writing
November 6, 2017

Ballad of a Lost Little Boy

(or, Damien’s Ballad*) when i am lonely then i will blok out the world i find a spaseship because this mommy i dreamed this is my happy this is the drug of my life this keeps me safest this is what true love onse seemed when you leave me mommy when you leave the rain […]

writing
November 2, 2017

Ju-On

do not click the links if you get scared

writing
November 2, 2017

Just mommy and me

tuck me swing me my bed fill me tight with lullaby sweet mama 30 minutes or all night 45 minutes i’m swinging

writing

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