Seven of Nine’s Lament

Annika Hansen as Seven of Nine
Derivative of: http://www.startrek.com/article/star-trek-101-seven-of-nine

Voices of the hive
Crimes from my past

Stare at my markings
I was only six
Ravished and assimilated

Now do it again
With your mess hall talk
Your voices and my solitude
I’m not contagious!
All of you, so normal

And my son had to die.

A human child
I was only six
Raped of self

Now do it again
With your mess hall games
Dialog is broken
You fear me
All of you, so normal

And my son had to die.

Crew at the mess hall:
You cancel my humanity
Yet granting guilt, shame, and remorse
I am alone and dreaming aliens
But you are erratic. Conflicted.
What are your intentions?
My humanity is lost.
I don’t wear your uniform. I have no quarters.
I have no lover.
And My Son had to die.

madness

speeding racing
healing waiting
kneeling praying
sea is raging

given purpose
but still nervous
vision circus
with alertness

rubber room

by SIMON

Little Bubba, copyright © 2018 Paul Jubenvill

why is daddy scared?
why is a policeman here?

YOU… WANT… ME… TO… SLEEP…
I… NEED… BABY… TO… SLEEP…

why aren’t you answering daddy?
why is the policeman gone?

why did you move me?

i can see daddy
but now i’m not safe!

why is daddy behind the door?

fiery little girl

She is afraid of the globe

But the globe is afraid of her

And she hasn’t a companion to answer her riddle

as she sheds tears upstream over sovereignty and reality

A boy I once held

Death has a smell

Like ungodliness filled my tent

Simon so slimy

Pale

Blue

Frozen here with me forever

Rising always leaving never

Photograph I love you so

Rotten pee and fuck sweat woe

White

Now I really have a lover

I am never lonely never

Side by side in a sticker book

Somewhere I forever look

Breathing

big plane crashed
head fell off my neck
Sky got big
dark came with the wreck

Suicide

Bored is gay for lonely
Lonely love is heavy
It has to be

Lonely love is heavy
Bored is bored of lonely
It has to be

Lonely sleep is restful
Bored is kut by lonely
It has to be

The kreek

I’ve kollapsed into my childhood
  Where I’ve always been.

Ballad of a Lost Little Boy

(or, Damien’s Ballad*)

when i am lonely then i will blok out the world
i find a spaseship because this mommy i dreamed
this is my happy this is the drug of my life
this keeps me safest this is what true love onse seemed

when you leave me mommy
when you leave the rain komes damp upon my tent
and makes it night
when you leave me mommy
when you leave the rok you gave to me
it hugs it holds me tight

bekause you kare ma you are the reason for me
to put you there ma to where the embers are fanned
magik is growing as you are klose at my side
you sit next to me you give your kare through your hand

when you leave me mommy
when you leave the rain komes damp upon my tent
and makes it night
when you leave me mommy
when you leave the rok you gave to me
it hugs it holds me tight

it’s today i need you ma
(when headquarters is in ruins)
it’s been you my baby ma, the whole time
(kids klothe me but i have bones, in my rear)
you found me then i found you
(this is torture from the past)
in your tights so pretty blue, in my time
(this is hurt and i am drunk, on my fear)

when you leave me mommy
when you leave the rain komes damp upon my tent
and makes it night
when you leave me mommy
when you leave the rok you gave to me
it hugs it holds me tight

it hugs it holds me tight

*May be sung to the tune of “Needs” by Collective Soul.

Ju-On

it kame

darkness kame

isabel ju-on

they are both the same

 

my kid

she’s the grudge

good thing she’s kristian

or she would not budge